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by: Myesha Johnson-Wheeler
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This is an example paper for unit 1, the topic is about a personal experience that changed your life
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Date Created: 02/23/16
My’esha Johnson­Wheeler  Jessica Suchon  Rm:2563  Section:011  Who I thought I was   “​A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?” (Albert  Einstein). My spot in this world has always been to be the odd ball out of the bunch. The one that  would make that first move nobody wants to make because they’re too shy or seem out of the  loop of others. But of course I didn’t start off the life of the party. Being the girl in the back of  the room that doesn’t want to catch attention. Later learned that being yourself when not  excepted is better than being excepted by an act of another personalityou feed off of.  Way back when in second grade is as far as I can remember when I started to “fit it.” I  would be that girl in movie who is the alpha of the group and always had at least two people that  followed her around by her side. When really they stuck with you because you were considered  “cool”. All through class we would instantly sit with, work, and choose each other as partners in  groups because we were the top of the class so we only messed with each other. Since we had  that power, trying to “be friends” with anyone else would bring us off our pedestal. Just like in  the movies I was the one to let “the girls” know when to laugh, what to say, what to do because  in a way it was like they represented me because I was “above” them. We would verbally and  physically abuse the “underdogs” in the sneakiest way because nobody wants to be sent to the  office, but of course we were almost like the teacher’s pet so when there was a snitch, they  couldn’t look at you as doing what was said by the victim.   Day by day we would pick on kids especially our favorite named Mark. He was a big  boy who seemed at the bottom of the food chain so it was easy to gang up on somebody who  isn’t capable of standing up or doing anything about what is being done. The common jokes  would be brought up of “your so fat that you make the ground shake when you walk”. As soon as  we stepped in the class our attention was directed towards him, “what can we do today” always  ran through my mind.​  When we got into the routine of making him our subject we gave him the  nickname Jelly Fat Donut because Mark didn’t seem to suit us.​  We’d always push him into the  wall during free time in class or trip him in the hall when the class is making a trip through the  school. Of course Mark was never to fond of it, he would casually try to stand up for himself  with his favorite line “Man, why do you guys always have to pick on me?”. At times he would  get a little upset, like more than usual. “Hey why don’t you leave me alone!” he once said  aggressively, but all we did was laugh in his face and walk away.​ The clothes you wore has  always been a big deal and affects how people judge you but we had to wear uniforms so we  could only talk about how dirty or loose his clothes fit on him. The stains we saw everyday  helped us spread that he was a slob ,didn’t take showers, and he never washed his clothes by  wearing the same thing everyday. Then that automatically changed the view of everyone so of  course he started to lose a couple friends because nobody wants to be known as the kid who  hangs out with the fat slob Mark always walked around with his head down so no one would see  the look of despair he had on his face.  Elementary gets here and I move to a different school, that means I have to start over  with everything and everybody. To me this was a new way to create a new personality that  everyone liked. The first couple days/weeks I kind of observed and saw how everybody was and  what was the group of people I like from afar and began to adjust to what I saw from them. ​ I  began to lean towards the group that everybody in the school knew, like people knew their  individual names. The funny type, making jokes with each other and everyone else sitting around  to laugh along. Also the group of people who got a lot of attention from being “cooler” than  everyone else because it makes you feel good about yourself and confident when everybody  knows who you are and likes you.​  Through those years I was just in the group kinda sitting back  but still a little noticed doing whatever they did and talked how they did even though I may not  of known what it meant or why we were doing it. But that didn’t matter to me as long as I was  being accepted by a group of classmates I was “comfortable” with. Not really with my own self  but collecting a little from everybody to seem as my own in the way they would like to see to  continue to be friends with. That kind of mixed up my childhood up because they were the kids  who wanted to get into everything. Of course I went along with it because it was my plan of  being accepted. It slowly built up this “bad girl” affect of what I really was which caused me to  get in trouble more and more over things I probably would never do, even at home after the  school day is done. But who cares if you get in trouble at home, as long as you made friends at  school right?  Middle school is the years of your life when you start to figure out what and who you  really are or want to be in life. Everyone’s body is changing drastically in ways we still don’t  fully understand but we can’t help it. So that means for females we started to change in some  ways more than others and I was that one who didn’t change as fast or big as others. It also  didn’t help that I was already a small figure that so much really wasn’t going to be done  compared to the thicker type. That made me change my appearance way more. When girls begin  to change this way it caused more girls to become less confident and I became that little girl. So I  tried to wear tighter clothes, or in school since we have a uniform I would try to get my mom to  buy smaller shirts but she already knew what size I wore and shorter skirt but with the dress  codes it made it almost impossible for the look I tried to create from everyone else I saw who  had it. So instead i’d leave the top two buttons undone, untuck my shirt, and roll my skirt a  couple times to give off a sexier look. Which got me in trouble even more with the staff around  the school who took the uniforms serious. The assistant principal's office became a routine in my  weekly schedule since I never listened to when I was told the first, second, and third time.  Warnings, write ups, and detentions were all in my favor, it became ridiculous. Because we had  to wear ties with our shirts button and tucked for a more presentable look​ , so then I couldn’t keep  my skirt rolled when I had to tuck my shirt because then everyone would know what I was trying  to do. My personality became more on the shy side and more cautious of what people thought  because now it was harder to be like everyone else because we started to physically change from  one another.  My high school Sophomore year I made the drumline for the Marching Band. I played  snare and it became the greatest experience I had so far in my high school career. All around  were amazing people but most importantly were the weirdest people you could ever meet. Band  kids are truly one of a kind in every way, everyone was different in similar ways. Of course that  makes since because they all have different personalities but got along in common ways. Which  rubbed off on me because there was no “group” of girls that I could “copy” off of to make  myself because everyone was their self. Then made me realize that everyone can get along and  make the best of friends without being the exact of someone else because they connected anyway  one way from another. So from that in the years to come, I finally built the courage to stop trying  to be like everyone else or be the one that’s “most liked” because in the end it didn’t matter.   Now whenever you see me, i’ll be the unique girl who switched from trying to be  someone else to the person who’s trying to be no one else. That’s what makes me who I am, my  true self will now and forever be the weird child, the one who’s outgoing, tries something new  every once in awhile, stand out in the crowd to be noticed for who they are. Then in the end it  makes it perfect because i’m finally happy with myself and not trying to figure out “well who do  I have to be next” or “will they even like me if I act this way”. Later learned that being yourself  when not excepted is better than being excepted by a personality you don’t know.   


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